悪魔は涙がない。
haven't updated in a couple of days. oh, wells. anyway recaaaaaaaaaaps: saturday - big event of the day was goin to tiong bahru and then takashimaya. my love for cloud has intensified, and i just wanna pinch his cheeks on his new artbook! mwaaaaaaaaaaaacks. and they have a bonus dvd at the back that shows the latest trailers for the fabula nova crystallis final fantasy xiii series, the new game they're makin that's not related to final fantasy, and reviews and voice actor interviews all around the front! not to mention lots of hunky zack and sephiroth pics and lots of my baby Cloud. (^^) i'm in love. anyways, it was a little pricey. i offered to pay twenty dollars, but selfless, loving aunt took the toll. we had 10% discount 'cause of the card.
final fantasy xiii agito looks nice. and i found out the name of the girl protagonist in final fantasy xiii - well, code name, anyway. it's lightning, and it looks like her boyfren is hawt. hawt. hawt. and yeshies, dolly baby from final fantasy versus xiii is as dolly as ever, mwaaaaaaaaaaaaacks~~~~
final fantasy vii: advent children complete is comin soooooooooooooooon!!! xDD the extra scenes and special effects rawk. esp the part when evil sephy lifts my baby up with masamune. >D
sunday went to church, of course. then blah. some visitin. went to this shitty hongkong restaurant for lunch. the food was icky, for gawd's sake. the layout of the restaurant was quite nice, but they gave maggie noodles instead of proper noodles. after that went for haagen dazs 'cause dad was pissed. xP went home, went out for dinner at great world city. ate half-yoshinoya and half-mcdonalds. walked around lots. bought a classic and hoshi no koe the anime. its quite nice. the character designs suck, but everythin else, esp the fightin and other graphics are really quite good.
as of now, bro and me are hooked on ryuukendo. the joy. but the two main characs are sooooooooo cute can. on sunday at great world city, the two of us went lookin at the blu-ray players. damnit, saw a trailer for devil may cry. dante. is. adoraburu. like, a notch below cloud's kind of adoraburu! mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakcs~~~ devil may cry is pretty violent. dunno if my dad will let me have a go at the game when the holidays come. :( watched the first part of the anime. scary can. dante shot someone's head. :O stopped for the moment. will continue later. the gore is unsettlin.
fic progress:
1. everythin on temp. hiatus
2. untitled for the moment - 59% i'm hooked on this fic. been on it for almost a week. muz finis before muse disappears. i really like this idea.
byebyes.
posted at [10:59 PM]
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Tuesday, January 22, 2008
嬉しいそうな顔しているんだよね。
todaye went on learnin journey! goshies, it was really fun. i expected walkin around hdb void decks and starin at the structure of lifts and what not, but it was actually quite enjoyable (not the learnin part, the bus journey, photo takin and eatin xDDD) we divided ourselves into groups of ten, one less or one more. our group was comprised of zhuo min, deepa, claudia, rika, siying, jiayi, kem, lavisha and moi. the first stop was this bus interchange. took more a bit more walkin to realize that i came here before, with nat and andy durin the hols! :) anyway we hunted for maps to answer the stupid worksheet, and had 15-min break. spent it at mcdonalds. yummy apple pie!
after that it was time to go to the hdb gallery. some of the exhibits were okaye, but nothin particularly strikin. took lots of photos. it was fun. there was this lift that only opened and closed its doors hahahahax. then we went to the food court. bought sugar cane juice and a hot dog roll. took more photos, and talked lots. rika's sparklin water tasted funny. (>.<)
last night slept at record ten o'clock. i had to paint the background of my lousy self-portrait (because i very conveniently forgot), do chinese workbook, fill my science notebook 'cause i forgot to bring it to school yesterday, get ready the lit notebook, update my homework notebook and most importantly - study for the stupid history test. on top of it all, mom just had to make a ghastly evenin situation. damnit, what's the problem with openin the door for someone? it's not goin to kill you, is it? besides, i wasn't even askin her, it was michael who did it. i was tired, hungry, pissed and stressed, so for gawd's sake, does it kill to open the bloody front door? jeez. and she screams at me for bein late in runnin down to open the damn door for her. oh gawd, what a fuckin big issue on the front door, damn it to hell. well, got it all done. decided to go upstairs at about 10, and i was plannin to play the compy for a while, or at least read a book, but apparently i conked out on the bed. i think dad switched off the lights for me. this mornin woke up on time, surprisingly - even without the alarm clock (didn't switch it on before i conked).
the history test went in a so-so manner. halfway through kane and abel now. it's a really nice booky. borrowed tony parsons's stories we could tell again. mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaacks!! on the next trip to kino, i'm definitely gonna buy that book. i've been reminded of how wonderful it is. (^^)
after tony parsons, i swear i'm not gonna borrow anythin from the library. not until i finish the books i have at home. i swear.
fic progress:
1. all white - 35%
2. little secret - 70%
3. untitled (for the moment) - 0.5%
byebyes.
posted at [10:51 PM]
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alternate shades.
todaye was chiong homework day! oh, yeshies. yesterday was so busy till could only do art (damn, the self-portrait totally sucked) and half of english (summary remains painfully undone). todaye did math. let me announce this to everyone under the sun and moon and stars: i. hate. algebra.
and as if i couldn't be stupider. math homework is due on tuesday. busted. science homework was due tomorrow. rushed it while readin beautiful, heart-wrenchin tezukaxfuji fics. xPPP i have a looong list of fic recs! :) well, anyway. went to tacklebox this mornin as usual. xDD i caused everyone to be late 'cause woke up at 7+. gave abi her b'day present! yay, hope she likes it, though. todaye service was pretty interestin. it was a vid by rick warren. 40 days of community kicks off todaye. got the ugly shirt and the book. bookmark comes next week. not fair, the children's shirt is nicer, damnit.
printed 3 songs todaye. dearly beloved ~ reprise from kh, obviously, sweetest smile from aquarian age (hell knows what that is, but the melody is nice) and naminé's theme, from kh: chain of memories. josh's site now hosts everythin from animescores.com, too. x))
hiroki aiba!! fangirlin mode. he's so uke. i watched sukitomo the other day. it wasn't as gay as expected, and the endin was pretty bland. nonetheless, hiroki aiba was soooooo cute with his peace signs and goin around with his camera! found out that yamashita tomohisa's nickname is yamapi. O.O didn't know that.
now, fic recs! yummy!!
1. these three are sequels and prequels of each other, first bein fallen angel, then a fine week and one year in four. [tezukaxfuji]
2. multiverse [tezukaxfuji] broke my heart, this one did. (T^T)
3. disappearance [tezukaxfuji] still in progress, but it's beautifully angsty
4. endless dream [tezukaxfuji] completed. wonderful. amazing. :]
fic progress:
1. all white - 30%
2. little secret - 70%
byebyes.
posted at [10:51 PM]
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
crosses.
haven't posted in a while. was sick on thursday and friday. bloody flu. well, anyway - had trouble doin assessment book and studyin for the retest on fri. anyway...it was definitely easier than the last paper, but the question still remains if i passed... (O.O)""""
todaye started off at imm. yesterday went to m1 shop in paragon, but they totally pissed my dad off with their lousy service, so he said go to the one in imm. well, whatever. changed phone, changed line, changed number. (<.<) it's sony ericsson w910i. 2gb. almost bought the cybershot one...it was a heartbreakin choice. (T^T) anyway, it's the thinnest phone i've ever had and the extra 1gb memory space is the most wonderful thing eva.
after that went to sch to order the tablet. talk about fickle. at first, dad was like, "only buyin the tablet and that chinese program." at the end of it, we bought the screen protector and slip case, too. well, at least we didn't hit $3000. to be honest, i didn't know what a slip case was until lavisha told me about it. (o.O) and they had some samples for show. anyway...the tablet looks nice, i guess. i just wish it wasn't vista. (>.<) michael went around askin who was deepa. sadly, he didn't get to see her because we left quite fast.
when to visit a. he's still recoverin, but definitely looks better than i expected.
now, recaps...friday went to jap class as usual, and it's kian wee's last lesson, 'cause he's withdrawin. this is a conversation between him and a girl (whose name i sadly can't rmb, even though we've been in a class for a year) that i found quite amusin:
koh-sensei: ...話して。 (umm, can't rlly rmb what she said before that, but anyway, 'hanashite' means 'talk'.)
kian wee: what's 'はなして'? (this is the hiragana, literally sounds as 'hanashite')
girl: means 'talk' lah.
kian wee: haah? but はな means 'flower'. ('hana')
girl: *bangs her head flat on the desk* talk to you can die!
hahahahahahax. and as usual, j thinks she has a lovely voice. she was practically singin to the people downstairs when i walked out durin break. (o.o)"""
i've been writin the same fic throughout the week. actually wanted to finish it on friday, but thanks to the bloody flu i went to bed pretty early on some days. it's almost finished, and even has a title aldy. gahh...must finish it. for the sake of leon and cloud!
okaye. now, lotsa important thingus to do, and off i go!
byebyes.
posted at [4:55 PM]
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限りない強さを探すに行こうか。
I AM BLOODY IN LOVE WITH TENIMYU!!!! oh, yeshies! my shirota yuu and hiroki aiba packed into one beautiful, lovely musical! the songs were surprisingly nice. i think the blog needs a change of music anyways. so, on the to-do-list it goes! here's the first part of the musical, it starts off with a biggy, excellent bang! - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KTY6U62A3fY&feature=related :) and this part nearly killed me. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kG1eUfP7nso&feature=related oh my gawd, hiroki aiba actin and dancin, shirota yuu so close to the atobe actor! hiroki aiba's hips killed me for sure, though.
okaye, todaye...went to full tacklebox 'cause we didn't needa visit the friend anymore, 'cause he ain't feelin goody. tacklebox was pretty fun as usual. didn't go in two weeks, and it's really nice to be with everyone again. well...had a new girl in small group, though...can't say i take to her much. her name is xq, and we spent like, half the lesson listenin to stories from hers and j's sch. i guess i have a certain someone to thank for not advisin me to go into their sch.
todaye printed yuugure from prince of tennis. it wasn't as difficult as i expected, just needs lots of practice. took a break from sakura kiss, it's far too noisy, and as much as i'm interested in playin a duet with michael, i'm more interested in i'll be your home. the bridge part is givin serious problems. can't get the coordination down. (T^T)
we went to tiong for lunch. actually supposed to go redhill, 'cause mom needed to buy water fleas for sch stuff. anyway, went tiong 'cause it was bloody hot in the afternoon. bought prince of tennis vol 4-5, and i love the front cover for vol 36. (^^) fuji!!! also bought abigail's birthday prezzie. shopped around lots! fruits basket vol 23 was only in chinese. x( how disappointin. i must've walked around comics connection at least five times, waitin for my dad and aunt. (<.<)
sch begins again tomorrow...this year is a leap year, right? yay!! fuji's birthday is on 29th feb. i've pinned down art homework, though it looks like crap. i forgot tomorrow no math, and i chonged the whole damn thing, just to find out that it's on tuesday. (=.=)"" at least that gives me time to catch up on math assessment book. okaye, totally swayed by star wars - revenge of the sith, so rebecca remains unfinished. :( sorry, deepa! looks like this year i've lost my energy for readin...anyways, go manga! xDDD
kays, i'll stop here. nat's gone to humiliate cloud on her blog, so i will shoot her the moment she does. :)
byebyes.
posted at [10:51 PM]
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
星の中に...
haiz, i haven't posted in a couple of days. well, todaye was pretty fun. i exercised more todaye than i have in about three months plus (haven't had a proper pe lesson, no mass run, and i was a well-fed chicken durin the holidays). played badminton with michael for like hour plus, because we watched the prince of tennis movie again todaye, and he felt like playin with his racquet. though he sucked badly, we still managed to play albeit properly. in the mornin lazed around and did art homework. it's still sadly unfinished, and i'm gonna have to chong tomorrow, in the tangled mix of tacklebox, more homework, assessment book, one more badminton match and a visit to an old friend.
well, damn it. hiroki aiba (fuji's actor in the musicals and movie) is damn cute. i've never seen anythin so uke-ish in a long time: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-x_06ZRC868&feature=related xP they're playin janken, and hiroki aiba acts like a little baby when it's his turn to get hit. he's in the one in the brown-and-orange adidas jacket, btw.
went to pcm member's daughter's 2nd birthday. yes, second. and you know what? her birthday cake was twice the size of mine (the last one, whichever year it was). and she's two. all the weight i lost playin badminton, sad to say, were regained when i stuffed myself. esp with tofu. damnit, the tofu was good. i refrained from a second slice of birthday cake, mainly 'cause it wasn't as nice as i had expected. from 7 to 8, played bowlin. the whole place was booked for us. it's my first time, since i really couldn't be bothered in genting. hah! beat michael with my eyes closed. xPP well, i'll gloat about it tomorrow, he's havin stomache now. hahahahahax.
it's really dumb, but i only found out about a small little shop that rents and sells manga, on my way to moelc. i only found out on tuesday. dumby me. i decided to just have a look, and guess what? they sold lots of manga! and since it isn't so popular, being a rather smally shop, most of the series are complete! i mean, how retarded can i be? i've been walkin past that place for the last one year, and i haven't even noticed it damnit. not to mention it sells manga. manga. manga. manga. i'm in fangirly land now. well, bought prince of tennis vol 2-3 on tuesday and friday respectively. vol 1 aldy have, and i cheated on friday. (^^)" xDDD fuji!! anyways, on tuesday night, did some calculations - blah, blah, with my sixty bucks every month, minus bus fare, minus savings, minus a bit of cash for food, and found out i can afford to buy one chinese volume every week. so, first and foremost, the most important of the importants - prince of tennis! finally, sumthin worthy to splurge my extra cash on, instead of food, food, food. i need the weight loss, anyway.
okaye, my utter retardation aside, i've managed to master (it's still littered with mistakes, though) azurite ~ for luster star deianeira. yes, stupid name. and it's from an anime called heroic age, which i haven't heard of, much less watched. well, damnit it all, 'cause the song is super nice. i only came across it because josh posted it on his youtube account. learnin i'll be your home from devil may cry now, 'cause it's such a sad, sad song, and i wanna watch the anime when the interest becomes somewhat more...solid. yeshies, my mind is full of fuji now. no space for new stuff.
byebyes.
posted at [10:38 PM]
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
the ugliness of our world.
damnit, damnit, damnit.
lost my 楽しく聞こう and 楽しく読もう :( like, where the fuck did i put it? it costs too ex to buy again. and if have to, gonna have to use my share of the money from the mountain bikes. (T^T) and still have to fork out ten dollars. i hate this. and todaye's math test - screwed up the last question with a miscalculation. (>.<) just hope i pass. hnn.
life sucks sometimes, seriously.
one bright spot. josh's site is back up and runnin. here's the link: http://josh.agarrado.net/music/anime/#heroic-age
byebyes.
posted at [5:02 PM]
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how classic.
been a few days since i posted anythin. well...life's been pretty peachy. we have a math test next week. and we don't know exactly what day. and i just came back from batam. just great. how the hell am i gonna cram a whole lotta number and formula crap into my poor, useless brains? well, the teachers are more or less okkish...okkish as in balanced. there's the strict ones, and the nicey ones. lit teacher looked like she could be nice, or completely frightenin, dependin on situation. already read the clay marble's first three chapters. it seemed a nicey book, but i can't be bothered to go ahead of the schedule yet. too many other things to do. so distracted by pride and prejudice. well, finished it aldy, anyway. chinese teacher didn't come, so i was spared. dawn says the math teacher is nicey, but she was pretty scary durin her lesson. (>.<) shouted at shame. the science teacher was quite funny, looks like the nicey-nicey type. history teacher remains the same. home ec teacher changed, english teacher is definitely the no-nonsense, ultra strict and scary type. our ex-music teacher, but she seems a lot nicer this year. i mean, she hasn't gotten mad at us. yet. and that's about it. haven't met p.e teacher, or any of that sort.
the sec one campfire was pretty fun, but i completely missed 1g2's performance because aisha called us all back. (T^T) one junior thinks i'm weird, and blah. (<.<) she messed up my hair (after i pet her head xDD). and she had enough guts to mess up amla's too. not that i'm complainin. xPP
on saturday went to batam. the ferry ride was pretty okaye. we stayed at novatel. and this is what i think of batam:
1. creepy crawlies: definitely lesser than batu pahat, excludin our first and last taxi rides. the first taxi was buzzin with about two dozen mosquitoes, the second one had a baby lizard crawlin around.
2. taxis & their drivers: very persistent. damnit, the first guy totally conned us. goin to novotel from the ferry station should be about 30 000, and that evil, no-faced, two-nosed guy made us pay i think 50-60 000. and he was friggin' annoyin. like makin stupid offers about goin from novatel to hell-knows-where. and so bloody ex. we took the same taxi twice, but this guy was pretty nicey, gave us the cheapest of all. one guy was pissed with my dad for givin him only 10 000 for the return ride from robinsons to novatel. he kept hornin at every damn car. crazy guy. taxi drivers. definitely left an impression.
3. shoppin: pretty good. the fashion there is considerably better than malaysia. clothes have nicer designs, and are like, a hell lot cheaper. we bought a hell lot of clothes at nagoya hill's matahari. the first mall we went to was robinson's, and it was huge. we bought a lot of bags, bought a few clothes and an embarassing lot of lingerie, since it was like S$4 apiece. bags were super cute and ultra cheap. my mother bought shoes for less than S$10. the next mall was nagoya hill. it was pretty nice, though it was more up market, and the things there were branded and stuff. still, bro bought addidas shoes that cost approximately S$30+, which is pretty good considerin the fact that singapore offers hardly any discount for brands like that. bought lots of shirts. i wanted prince of tennis chibi figurine set, but it was like S$20++ for the whole thing, and dad thought it was a waste of munny. (T.T) bought code geass and prince of tennis calendar cards instead. could have bought all of them, and it would still cost less than S$10. (O.O) grr...the unfairness. the only drawback is that we couldn't find any anime or manga.
4. food: quite yummy. our first restaurant was the golden prawn. apparently, it's number one in batam, but i'm not a big fan of seafood so can't be bothered. dad was ordered black grouper (blehhhs) and some kinda of fried fish that i dun remember. michael whacked a whole black pepper crab almost by himself. there was fried chicken and three big fan coconuts. i just picked off everythin (except the grouper, thanks). i. hate. seafood. well, anyway - it was pretty pricey, so dad said it would probably be the first and last time. apart from that, ate once at some place called godiva coffee, and ate two times at a&w for the ice cream with waffles. x) breakfast at novotel was chao yummy.
5. overall: umm, wouldn't mind goin again...just not too soon, or i'd probably be bored to death. and i dun wanna eat seafood whenever it is we go again.
anyhow, deepa is sick, and won't be goin to sch tomorrow. (T.T) get well soon, deepa! josh's site is still (sadly) down, and he can't find another webhost. :( so there's nothin new to play. finished pride and prejudice, so readin rebecca by daphne du maurier. maxim has captured my heart, and i love him right now. the story is surprisingly nice. mom says we have a copy of it in batu pahat (why didn't she tell me earlier!?) so on chinese new year i'm gonna fly there and upturn the book cupboard.
sadly, there's a math test next week. gahh. i hope it's not tomorrow. i've hardly (scratch that, didn't at all) study for it.
byebyes.
posted at [5:50 PM]
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Wednesday, January 2, 2008
何が一番大切なんだろう。
...哀れだな。
あんたは何もわかっていない。
大切じゃないものなんか、ない
-final fantasy vii: advent children
todaye was the first day of school. it was probably nicey. there wasn't too much stress (except that i had to redo my lit, 'cause i screwed up the format and stuffies). form teacher is still the same, slight changes to class community...nothin really big. haven't met the new subject teachers, so i have no idea what to think of them.
deepa lent me pride and prejudice todaye. it was quite nicey and funny. if only i have enough time to finish and read it properly...sadly, had angklung practice till 5++. for sec 1 campfire night. trainin was tirin. the first time we performed was a big flop, second time wasn't so bad.
writin ficcy now. hopefully the idea doesn't disappear. attemptin eternity ~ memory of lightwaves from final fantasy x/x-2. it's the piano collections version...call me stupid whatever...i don't think i'll ever finish it...oh, wells...josh's site is still down, so i'm not really spoiled for choice. houki boshi has improved considerably (i can play the whole thing without any fear that i'm burnin someone's ears). the part where i don't play well in the verse...i can play it more or less perfectly if i'm not lookin at the keys (<.<) stupid hand. same for cloud smiles, the jumpin left hand party. stupidness.
well, that's about it. deepa's gonna lend me jane eyre tomorrow. yeshies, i'm gonna read that...(old-fashioned) great, fantastic, ultimate classic. oh, yeshies. just give a shot, me! i'm houndin my dad for tennis lessons. he says he'll look around for a second-hand racket. my mom says she can find tennis balls around the school. yay, go them! xDDD
byebyes.
posted at [10:45 PM]
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